A Test of Patience

I have not been well for the past 2 weeks due to relapse of my condition. I get tired very easily and I have to take quite a number of pills to keep my condition under control. Despite that, there has been little improvements, all I remember is my doctor telling me not to worry. Oh well, it’s often easy to tell others not to worry, especially if you are not the one who’s suffering from the condition. Nonetheless, I was able to take it pretty positively. Someone told me this before “if you have not encountered such, you would not be able to see or look at things from a different perspective and treasure what you have.” I had 2 minor ops over the past 2 years and recalled myself waking up from anesthesia fighting to get oxygen into my lungs. It was a very frightening experience, one that I’d definitely not forget. It was through this that I realized that life is indeed very fragile, anything can happen and take you away the next second. If given a choice, I would never want to go through this again.

This is a long and trying test for me, both physically and mentally. Whatever the outcome may be, I know that I have to be patient. I will stay strong and continue to do what it takes to be a blessing to those in my life ;-)